Thursday, July 05, 2007

Not "legless": Ten pairs of legs!

There's been a discussion making the rounds on feminist blogs about a recent Sports Illustrated story on Aimee Mullins, double-amputee athlete, actor, model, most current President of the Women's Sports Foundation and apparently also one of the 50 Most Beautiful People in the World. The SI story uses the "supercrip" stereotype to hype Mullins considerable accomplishments with a lede that first lists her successes and then sets her up on that unreachable pedestal:

Her accomplishments are each impressive enough on their own, but when you take into account that she's done it all on silicone and titanium legs, she's just making the rest of us look bad.
Accompanying the text are several photos -- one, thankfully, showing her actually competing athletically -- with the most prominent pic being the topic of bloggy discussion. Here it is, at left. It's a full body black-and-white shot of Mullins in profile, positioned on all fours as if at the starting blocks for a foot race. She's wearing high-tech, below-the-knee prosthetics, a black bra and string bikini bottoms, with a wind machine swirling her hair in the air. She's not on a race track. This is a posed publicity shot.

Now, I do hesitate to just post this photo, but as it happens, Mullins is already the number one Google image search leading to my site, for a magazine cover photo she modeled years ago and which I never did actually post here -- only linked to prior to now. But, what the hell, this is that photo too:

Photo description: It's a magazine cover with the bold capitalized words "DAZED" across the top and a background of all white. Mullins wears form-fitting athletic pants and studio lighting accentuates the curve of her buttocks. She's got the high-tech prosthetics that look much like wide flat metal hooks, and she's not wearing anything else. She's turned away from the camera enough that her upraised left arm allows her to peek over her bicep at the camera and her left breast is in provocative profile. At knee height, down by her prosthetics, runs the capitalized text "Fashionable?" though the word is split on either side of her body so it could also read "Fashion Able?"

This is the photo The Gimp Parade routinely gets 100 hits/day for. Well, it competes for most hits with this photo of Marine Lance Corporal James Blake Miller, taken about a year ago in Fallujah (make of that what you will):

Visual description: Taken by Luis Sinco for The LA Times, it's a head shot of Miller, wearing a desert camouflage-colored helmet, face smudged with camouflage war paint, eyes staring tiredly, and a cigarette hanging from his lips. Smoke swirls around his face. The news story, linked just above, explains why this photo has been dubbed "Marlboro Man."

I posted a link to it for Memorial Day, 2006, when I was noting that the war continues to disable people and leave them, both here and in Iraq, with less than they had before. This pic is a sort of porn too really, you know.

Anyway, here are links to discussion at IBTP, Bastante Already, Fetch Me My Axe, and Trinity at The Strangest Alchemy, here and again here. To skip the PhD version, just read Trin's first link, and maybe the one at FMMA. The feminist tension throughout these posts seems to be basically one of radical feminist privileging of a strictly feminist media analysis over one that would be more of a disability-feminist analysis.

Sara of Moving Right Along comments at IBTP:
It is my fond wish that amputees be seen as just another flavor of ordinary, not extraordinary or freakish just because we don’t have all our original body parts, so ordinary that people don’t even blink when they see us coming. If we could achieve this, it would make our lives easier and richer because we could spend less of our precious, irreplaceable lives fending off other people’s projections and could instead just get on with it all. And getting images of us out there in mainstream publications showing various among us doing ordinary or extraordinary mainstream things that would be just as ordinary or extraordinary for anyone else, things like competing in sporting events like ordinary folk, even being extremely successful at it as some people are, is definitely one very good way to go about this. It is!

However, pornification does not equal normalization.
Even more to the point, in a later comment, Sara adds:
... I have to say that I pay as little attention to acrotomophiliacs (the fetishists you mention) as I possibly can. My introduction to them was via a year-2000 article on apotemnophilia (no longer available online without a subscription) which I found at the Atlantic Monthly website in 2003. This article was the first thing listed in response to an AltaVista search I’d run as my first step doing research to determine whether I’d rather have my leg off or die of cancer that year, which doctors had concluded by then were my only two immediate choices.

Fortunately, my second result sent me to a prosthetics site showing a young woman who’d just climbed a mountain in her prosthetic leg. The blurb about her didn’t focus on her ass and say whether she’d ever modeled.

Living as a woman, sexual objectification and obligatory attempted submission to fuckability/worth standards are implied, no matter what. The objectification I experience as an amputee is distinct from the objectification I experience as a woman in that it is not always sexual. For clarification of what I’m talking about, please see these posts:
Talking Points: An Object Lesson at my site

and these posts and their comments from the last Disability Carnival:
Disabled Performing Pioneers by Marcy at Dirty Laundry
and
Disability and Media by Daniel at Medical Humanities Blog

Whether we are talking objectifying amputees and other putatively or definitely disabled folks, women or men or children, sexually or otherwise, the problem is the same: people not seeing other people as people first but as objects and symbols they then have to be re-taught are human. I expect Twisty would say it all happens because of the dominance engine that fuels the patriarchy, though I also expect she’d put it better.

You might think it’s only bad when you’re being sexually pornographied. However, there are lots of ways to demean people by objectifying them. Consider this: Yesterday, in walking from my car to the post office, maybe half a block, I had two perfect strangers come up to me and basically tell me I was a brave woman for leaving my house. One came up from behind asking “How’s the leg working out for you?” (And I was wearing really cute shoes!) The other one told me right to my face, with tears in her eyes — you know, instead of “Hi, how are you?” — “You’re a brave woman!”

This kind of thing happens to me everywhere I walk. I would find it inhibiting if I weren’t already so shopworn.

When I was young, I couldn’t leave the house without being pestered by some man about my tits and my ass. Now I can’t leave my house without being congratulated for my [projected] courage by complete strangers.

The objectification escalates. And it’s all the same dynamic, even when it’s not strictly sexual.
Mainly, I wanted to put Sara's remarks in gimp context, so they wouldn't surrender to the archival oblivion at Twisty's. Trin takes issue with other IBTP commenters who suggest photos of Mullins in SI would be better if she were au naturel, that is sans prosthetics:
Heaven forbid your assistive technology make you hot. It's supposed to look all klunky and weird and alien so we can pity you. Didn't you get the rulebook?
Personally, I'd love to see Sara and Trin hash this out as two disabled women (though I know Sara cringes a bit with that identification) who seem to disagree. My guess is that they don't so much disagree as they see different aspects of the radical feminist analysis that need to be emphasized from a disability perspective.

My perspective: Mullins appears to be the amputee soft-porn that causes most people to show up at this blog, and I suspect they're not hanging around to read the latest on Kevorkian or the anniversary of the Olmstead decision. And blogging ego aside, I do have a problem with that.

On the content of the SI article itself, this is what really caught my eye:
[Mullins] owns 10 different sets of prosthetic legs, from her titanium sprinting legs ("my brother calls them my 'robo-cop legs,'" she laughs) to the intricately carved ashwood museum pieces she once modeled in a fashion show for designer Alexander McQueen.
Share the irony with me: I recently commented on something written by a woman temporarily using crutches and wheelchair who repeatedly referred to her "life without legs." And here's Mullins, a double-amputee who talks about her ten different pair.

I also want to know how she accumulated her legs. Do they all work? Are some spares or gifts because of her relative fame? How many, on any given day, might be useful enough that she decide between them? At one point I owned as many as four wheelchairs and scooters. I think there are three around here just now, but I'm sitting in the only one that is suitable for anything but an emergency. The one in the garage (bought around 1990) may not work at all, and the one in the basement (Quickie manual, circa 1985) would cause me great pain and discomfort if an emergency arose and I found I needed to use it, though it would get me from here to the can.

Are Mullin's ten pair extravagance or simply spare parts, like mine? And is there anyone in the world who can claim more pairs of legs than her? I mean, there are lifetime amputees who've never had a single prosthesis or wheeled chair. Does Mullins have crutches and chairs, as well? That would be the story here for me. Well, unless we can just talk about an impressive woman with many accomplishments, without the supercrip theme.

15 comments:

Trinity said...

"My perspective: Mullins appears to be the amputee soft-porn that causes most people to show up at this blog, and I suspect they're not hanging around to read the latest on Kevorkian or the anniversary of the Olmstead decision. And blogging ego aside, I do have a problem with that."

That is fair. :)

Though I'd also have to say that y experience as a blogger is that people really do go for things that are "sexy" -- and I don't just mean "deal with sex." I mean people like to see hot issues, shocking things. People are often really not in the mood for digesting some heavy issue.

And I think, personally, that some of the shock at WWD as "pornographied" makes us interesting to talk about for people who are looking for something to feel strongly about.

I'm also not sure that the commenting going on at IBTP (other than Sara's, which while I don't always like it does come from another WWD posting about how *she* is seen and received) isn't just another way of othering us, making us something to look at and discuss and something that a non-disability-centered feminism gets to decide "what to do with."

Then again, I'm unusual in that I'm not someone who feels insulted or worried by the very idea of someone fetishizing us, and I know this is an uncommon view. (And I'm not an amputee myself, so I don't have direct experience with that particular set of fetishists.)

And one that stems from my own experience as a member of alternate sexuality communities, which tend to view any fetish as ingrained and unchangeable.

I actually had a devotee pop up in the comments to a post at SM Feminist, here. She certainly seems aware of the issues her fetish feeds into, and seems to be trying to be respectful.

And I think that's something that gets lost in some of these fetishization discussions. Where are the respectful fetishists? I know many fetishists in my life who actually are quite respectful, and I wonder...

...who *are* the devos? I can believe many are obnoxious. I can even buy that class-based fetishes could MAKE a person more likely to be obnoxious, too. But I just keep thinking back to all the foot guys I know, where it's...

"hey, your feet are awesome to me, but that's not all I'm interested in"

and I've got no reason to doubt it.

How insulting does it become if it's "your stump" or "your scars" or whatever?

As someone who's always wanted someone who would both respect me and lick my scars... my answer isn't the one a lot of people consider PC, though I do see their point.

Anonymous said...

Sadly, I just don't have time to hash anything out with anybody. However, I did want to point out that part of my ranting over at IBTP that you've quoted here came not just in response to having a specific, particularly-raw-that-day button of mine pushed, but also in conscious follow-up to things I said in response to another post, the previous "Pose of the Week." If you are interested, you can wade through my comment specifically here. If you can't be bothered, the reason why I bring it up is one paragraph of that rant in particular, which reads,

"I do think that this is one way we, the strange and the unfuckable and yet still female in this world, can work to de-exoticize and destigmatize ourselves, by revealing ourselves living lives so ordinary and complete that they deflate every stereotype by simply existing where everyone can see them. But I don’t believe that revealing ourselves as objects, instead of as normal people going about our normal lives, really reveals anything at all."

I also want to know who paid for Mullins' ten pairs of prosthetics. And I certainly don't fault her for having them. If I found myself literally in her shoes, with her resources (whatever they are; I couldn't afford Georgetown, either, 'sall I know), I can't say I wouldn't do the same, though I also can't believe I'd have the patience to go through all those fittings. I don't fault her the way I don't fault myself for having loved high heels once upon a time, and the way I also don't fault other women for wearing an assortment of different kinds of shoes. It is an irony for the sake of any feminist fashion discussion which includes lower limb amputees that in order to wear any impractical footwear being argued about we have to go to the quite significant extra trouble and expense of having special feet and legs made to accommodate that choice, as well as if we want to compete in sports. I just think that as may be true for any other woman, it pays for each of us to be conscious of what choices we are really making when we take that kind of trouble.

If I have to fault someone in this whole exercise, I fault the author of the article at SI, whom it depresses me to realize is also a woman. She could have written this article so very many ways, and instead she gushed like a fifteen-year-old fan club president who doesn't yet have any reason to comprehend the difference between achievement and style.

And of course, if we are going to fault someone for the fact that a grown woman would ever be encouraged to write a piece like this about another woman, or that any woman at all would be encouraged to blatantly court this kind of attention when there are so very many other choices, well, we can only blame the patriarchy, of course. ;)

Trinity said...

Oh and also: I get the feeling from this post and Sara's various comments that I'm not "supposed" to, but I love the infamous "thong" shot. It always warms my heart to see WWD portrayed as active and strong, and portrayed as sexy. Perhaps it's, again, "supposed" to make me roll my eyes at the suppercripping or the "sexualization" but I just keep going back to look at it happily. It makes me feel *good*, not used.

Which I'm not saying anyone else should feel but damn, I LIKE that picture. :)

Kay Olson said...

Thanks, Trin and Sara, for responding. I've been thinking so much about this topic in the last day and have much to add, but I need to do it in small pieces.

I guess the two of you do disagree. Which is fine. I'm waffling somewhere on the fence between you, and it bugs me very much that I can't pick a side or straight opinion on this topic of, what, sexual portrayal of disabled women? I'm not even sure what to call it.

Recently, on a disability listserv, I think, one person quoted another disabled person as saying that the path to normalizing the image of disabled people can best be done through humor and sex. I want to say that the person quoted was Lawrence Carter-Long (host of the NY City dis film series disTHIS!), but I'm just not sure and can't locate that discussion.

But I think of Ellen Stohl, the paraplegic who posed for Playboy magazine about the time I was in high school and had just begun using a wheelchair and did not know at all how to put my own sexuality out there when everyone was busy giving me sympathy and pity -- two seriously unsexy emotions.

And I'm thinking about what Trin has said and thinking that there is something about the "nonvanilla" (?) sex community with it's D/s and fetishes and all that embraces all forms of enfreakment much better than mainstream culture. That's sometimes true of the GLBT community too, though prejudices and ableism remain, I've seen some fantastic access provided at GLBT events that feels like at least a greater attempt at inclusiveness than elsewhere. Practically speaking, there may not actually be better access, but there's more room for "abnormality" of all kinds.

Also, I've been wondering what effect living first as nondisabled has on opinions on this, as opposed to having always more-or-less identified as disabled.

I'll come back with more later.

Trinity said...

"I guess the two of you do disagree. Which is fine."

Yeah, it is, and I hope that's clear from what I'm saying.

I do sometimes think that people who aren't up in arms about some of these things can sometimes be assumed to be... eh. Have false consciousness, be pandering to the mainstream, etc. So part of me felt very nervous to post, for example, the one short bit about supercripping that doesn't tend to bother me, about this, etc.

So I feel a bit torn even mentioning, for example, "I'd love for someone to lick my scars, without my having to ask for it and get an odd look" -- despite it having been a big fantasy of mine all of my youth to hear not just "that's beautiful" but "that's part of what makes you hot."

It's hard stuff, and it's hard stuff precisely because no one experiences things quite the same way. And also I think because... well, sexuality isn't something many of us know what to do with. Add a big wrinkle like a sexual fetish that's about something charged and serious, and... a whole lot breaks down and gets weird.

"And I'm thinking about what Trin has said and thinking that there is something about the "nonvanilla" (?) sex community with it's D/s and fetishes and all that embraces all forms of enfreakment much better than mainstream culture. That's sometimes true of the GLBT community too, though prejudices and ableism remain, I've seen some fantastic access provided at GLBT events that feels like at least a greater attempt at inclusiveness than elsewhere. Practically speaking, there may not actually be better access, but there's more room for "abnormality" of all kinds."

Yeah. And that's a perspective I personally am coming from. I know enough people with fetishes to know or at least guess -- hey, that devo on my other blog? She's probably dealt with serious bouts of shame and worry.

Where the image a lot of people default to of "the fetishist" is of some old guy with no social skills, dick in hand, leer permanently affixed to face...

...when, well, the reality is a lot more complicated in a lot of cases. That doesn't by itself make the fetish magically unworrisome, but I think it hangs there in the background for a lot of people who aren't living the kind of life I am, among and around the sexual freaks, where I can see what it's like for them AND what it's like to feel dirtied and objectified by them, too.

I hope all this makes sense.

Kay Olson said...

Wheelchair Dancer and I have discussed this a little bit in the past -- about fetishism, devotees, porn, etc. Here's my post from back then, which links to hers and one by Goldfish, as well.

Suppose disabled women were not ever pictured as sexual objects. Do we consider that a total win? Or are we then absent completely, silenced, in effect, from this whole troublesome area of media and public perception? I mean, am I wrong or isn't it fairly recently that disabled women are at all seen anywhere in mainstream media in any way expressing sexuality? Was it better to be seen nowhere than to be seen in many of the same troublesome ways that most women are?

Kay Olson said...

On the ten pairs: Yeah, Sara. I want to know if she paid for them herself too. Like you, I don't begrudge her having options and backups and all that, but it is extraordinary, and I'm not sure the average person reading it would get the impressiveness of that. The wealth of it. Or know that if sometimes you want to stand in your garden and hoe, and sometimes you want to model in high heels, that that is two different pair of legs needed right there. Or maybe four pair have been used so much in her racing that they need new computer chips or cushioning or something.

I was depressed too that the writer of the article is a woman, and also that Mullins herself provided that top publicity photo. I mean, what was the thought process? "I'm going to be in Sports Illustrated and they need art.... I'll give them the wind machine/underwear pic. They can put that next to the part where they tell readers I am now the President of the Women's Sports Foundation and got my degree at Georgetown." Then again, would SI have run the story with less sexy photos? We wouldn't be talking about that other story if it ran with less provocative art, I expect.

Anonymous said...

Kay, I'm like you: I have a lot more to say about this, but time constraints and, in my case, sluggish grey matter are messing up my ability to do so cogently.

For now, let me just say that (a) Trin and I don't really disagree, we are just as you originally surmised coming at this from completely different perspectives, (b) I would never, never, never say you should not appreciate the wind machine/thong picture aesthetically, Trin, even though my personal tastes tend to appreciate the magazine cover better, and (c) I think it's time for a little Ani Di Franco.

From the song "Little Plastic Castle," a big favorite of mine:

people talk about my image
like i come in two dimensions
like lipstick is a sign of my declining mind
like what i happen to be wearing the day
that someone takes my picture
is my new statement for all of womankind

i wish they could see us now
in leather bras and rubber shorts
like some ridiculous team uniform
for some ridiculous new sport
quick someone call the girl police
and file a report


Okay, now I'm being dragged off at gunpoint to Barnes & Noble. ;) I will come back and say more later, if that's okay.

Cheers!

Trinity said...

"it's time for a little Ani Di Franco."

aah!
anything but that! O.o

Trinity said...

"(a) Trin and I don't really disagree, we are just as you originally surmised coming at this from completely different perspectives,"

Yeah. I think there are some basic differences between me and the people who tend to show up at IBTP. I'm personally not at all convinced of the horrible evil of "pornulation/pornification"/whatever the word is today.

Which is not to say that I don't see the point, or that I disagree with it. I'm just very burnt out on "how should women be portrayed" as an endless feminist worry that never seems to be answered, particularly when that centers on "how should this woman agree to look in a posed photo."

"(b) I would never, never, never say you should not appreciate the wind machine/thong picture aesthetically, Trin, even though my personal tastes tend to appreciate the magazine cover better"

Yes, but if I say I find that image hot, what then? That I think is what I was getting at with my comment. I'm someone who does, on occasion, *like* images like that. Not something that would, again, fly at IBTP.

I just keep wondering: should I become awesome and famous someday and find it really fun (which I would) to pose in an active-sexy pose kind of like that one, presenting my scars as hot...

...how many people at IBTP and similar haunts would be asking about how someone had presented me, and putting words in my mouth about how I'm portrayed? I imagine more than a few. And if I said it was fun, would I then be selling out for "fun feminism" or the like?

Anonymous said...

Please forgive me, Kay. This is ridiculously long. It's all I have to say, though; shutting up after this.

You've made assumptions about me which you shouldn't, Trin. Ironically you are making these assumptions based on one place my voice has appeared.

I've made some assumptions about you, too. These assumptions are why I think our perspectives differ so much.

I spent the first 40 years of my life with almost all my body parts intact and functional. I lost a molar to a bad root canal experience once, and I had some tumors excised. Then when I was 40, my leg came off (no, not all by itself), but by that time I had already lived a very full, very complicated life, one which was also a life of absolute able-bodied privilege. Because this is the shape of my life, and because I suspect from the little of your voice that I've read that the shape of your life has been somewhat to very different, I suspect that I have decades of experience being both obvious and invisible in the world which differ dramatically from yours.

I believe, based only on your written voice, that I might be a bit older than you. Notice I do not say that I am more mature, just older, just someone who's been around maybe a bit more, seen more, done more. It's a matter of aggregation, not quality or diversity. The sheer aggregation of real world experiences, over and above the variation in content of each one of mine from each of yours, also must shift my perspective to a different place than yours. If you are in fact older than me, well, same thing. Different aggregations of experience lead to divergent perspective.

The third way in which I believe our perspectives differ is that sex bores me, while you seem to find it quite interesting. I've lived long enough as a woman in America to have been thoroughly saturated with sex. I have already explored sex to the limit of my interest and beyond, bored other people to death talking about it all back when it was of consuming interest to me, and then realized there was other stuff to do and think about, stuff I personally find far more diverting, and moved on. I truly don't care if other people have sex or what kind, as long as it's consensual. However, unless a person talking about sex in my earshot right now is someone I'm sleeping with, or unless they present their tale with particular beauty, love, or humor, I now find I have other things to spend my consciousness upon. As Twisty once put it, I'm just not interested in hearing about other people's "sweaty little hobby."

Because I don't care about sex, I also don't care whether you or anyone else finds the thong/wind machine picture under discussion hot or not. I think it's a silly picture, personally, and that thongs are stupid garments, but hey, if it pleases you, fine, be pleased.

Just don't expect me to think this picture is anything remarkable, or that the presentation of this picture in a mainstream sports magazine likely to find its way into my oncologist, physiatrist or prosthetist's waiting room represents any kind of victory or achievement for amputees or, specifically, amputated women.

From where I sit -- or stand -- from the perspective of someone for whom prosthetics are ordinary (if expensive; bear in mind that each of those legs she's wearing is the equivalent in price of several pairs of Jimmy Choos or Manolos) this picture is just yet another image of a skinny bottle blonde in her underwear with her ass in the air. Not only is it nothing I haven't seen before, it's something I can't actually seem to get away from if I choose to participate at all in popular American culture. This observation is only part of what leads me to the conclusion that an "unfuckable"* being "allowed" to pose nekkid or half-clothed in a magazine doesn't mean that a previously marginalized subset of everyday humanity has achieved acceptance; it only means that someone has recognized that this particular specimen is female.

Another reason I come to this conclusion is the visual language of sex in mainstream media as I have observed it. To express concepts of sex, sexiness, or even just sensuality to Joe and Jane Public -- because sex does sell, to 16-to-34-year-olds, anyway, the ones thought to be easiest parted from disposable income -- you use an image of a woman. It's the go-to choice. It's the thoughtless, reflex choice. Woman = sex.

Don't believe me? When was the last time you saw a picture like this of a male sports figure in a mainstream sports magazine? For all I know, SI runs pix like this all the time of Federer, Clemens, White, and Ohno -- or Showers. I haven't seen them. I don't read SI. But I haven't seen them anywhere else, either, just like I have never seen a man closing his eyes and swooning over a bite of some chocolate-flavored product like I see women doing all over the TV, or a man in a banana hammock draped over a sports car.

So you see, a lot of the failure of this particular presentation for me is about context.

As I said, I don't read SI. I get my sports news from either watching sports (!) or listening to Only a Game on NPR. So I can't speak to what should or should not be expected of an article running in SI. This is probably the only SI article I have ever read in my entire life.

However, because of the ubiquity of SI, in just such locations as I described, I think of it as kind of a Time or Newsweek, only about sports. This article, on the other hand, the way it is written and presented, is something that I would expect to see in Tiger Beat or Cosmo, not Time or Newsweek. Am I thrilled that Tiger Beat and Cosmo exist? Not particularly. Do I feel like spending any of my limited energy or precious, irreplaceable time castigating them? Not particularly. And they end up in waiting rooms, too, Cosmo, of course, more than Tiger Beat. At least, however, they are what they are, and you know what you're getting when you pick one up. There will be sexualization. There will be inane gushing. There will be confusion of style with achievement. There will be lots and lots of objectification.

There was one picture that accompanied this article which I found profoundly beautiful -- and useful, for amputees and women. It wasn't the wind machine/underwear shot. It wasn't the fashion modeling shot. It was the shot of Ms. Mullins completing her race, all goofy-faced and sweaty, in the air with her arms akimbo, and all the way alive. In a sports magazine, that's what I would expect to see.

All those other pictures? To me they're lost opportunities. SI could have filled that space with more shots of Ms. Mullins running. I'd have loved to have seen that. That to me is a true expression of strength and beauty and achievement, not some studio style pose with a wind machine, and showing it in a mainstream sports magazine of wide circulation would have had a great deal of power to normalize the image.

And all that gushy text? Again, a lost opportunity. I want to know what kind of legs Mullins uses to race vs. walk, how fast she can go, what her competition is like, how many other women run competitively on prosthetic limbs, what kind of races they typically run, for example, whether any bilateral amputees run marathons on prosthetics, how her legs fasten and stay on, who makes them, how she funds them -- and her running career, for that matter -- whether she ever runs with "normals," whether she has ever competed against "normals" and the outcome, etc. This type of information could be helpful to other amputees not only by being made readily available but also by helping any mainstreamer who reads the article understand more about what it's like to live as an amputee. It wouldn't have to get too scientific. It could be interesting, especially with pictures that actually illustrate function.

That type of coverage in a mainstream sports magazine could insert some useful truths of our experience into mainstream consciousness, and that could be truly empowering.

Since the advent of modern media, it is my belief that objectification has exponentially increased strictly by virtue of opportunity. Whether you choose to think of all objectification as pornography or not, or a by-product of patriarchy or not, this use of other human beings as symbols has become an increasingly reflexive, virtually linguistic practice which enters our individual lives through such blandly regarded channels as magazines, TV, and advertising everywhere, but then bleeds into our real lives when we don't have other real life experience to put it into perspective. Therefore, as tiresome as it may be to think about, it does matter exactly what we put out there, and exactly where. Think of mass communication as a river, and think about what happens when you put different kinds of substances into rivers. Effects can be insignificant, but also far-reaching, and the significance matters depending on how many times a given substance is thrown in.

I can't say that I have ever felt "dirtied" or "shamed" by anyone objectifying me, just annoyed. When being sexually objectified, I must deal with people assuming that because I look a certain way, and since that look does or does not turn them on, I must be interested in hearing all about it. When I am being objectified as an amputee, when I am being seen as a symbol of courage and achievement even though I am not courageous and haven't achieved much, the annoyance stems from the assumption that this amputation thing is my whole life, that I want to think about it and talk about it all the freakin' time, and that I must, because I look this way, be interested in hearing about how my looking this way makes other people feel. In both cases I have experienced a failure to achieve meaningful interaction with other human beings, more wasted opportunities.

Lots of people are being damaged similarly, especially women, every kind of woman. Starting very, very young, and not stopping easily, women actually worry about whether other people think they are fuckable or not, and it is made clear to us in the most widespread media that we are expected to as a matter of course. Women -- some we perceive as "bimbos," yes, but also brave and accomplished women from every walk (or hop, or roll) of life -- actually habitually assess at least part of their own self-worth on the basis of some imaginary scale of perceived fuckability to the point where thousands of them undergo surgery to change their bodies, to the extent that millions fear appearing to age, to the extent that an enormous percentage of the average woman's disposable income, income earned at the expense of each woman's precious, irreplaceable time on this earth, and still acquired at only two-thirds the rate of the average man's, is spent on the pursuit of immutable fuckability, of ceaseless physical attention and constant reassurance that she is worth something because someone thinks she's doable.

The plethora of women getting attention for publicly sexualizing themselves, making a living at it even, leads thousands of young women who want to be successful in media but also other careers to then package themselves sexually because they believe it is the only way they can even be seen, let alone heard when they have something to say, and this is why someone like Mullins (or her publicist) might submit this kind of picture to a mainstream sports publication which should really be far more interested in her running. This is a budding actress' very typical portfolio picture. It's designed to attract notice, gain exposure, demonstrate range of options to a casting director, and be remembered. And look, it works.

It's nothing new, though. Nothing the slightest bit new, or different, or empowering. Same with the Beth Ditto thing. A mainstream magazine ostensibly not about sex nevertheless publishing a naked or half-naked picture of a woman, any woman, in an ornamental not functional pose is the status quo.

Boring, boring, boring, and very sad.

And I'm done talking about it now. ("And there was great rejoicing." -- Monty Python and the Holy Grail)

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* I hope it is clear that wherever I use the word "fuckable" in all its permutations, I do so sarcastically, derisively even. This is an asinine way to assess the value of another human being, let alone one's own self-worth.

Kay Olson said...

Damn, woman, no apology needed. Rock on!!!

Trinity said...

Sara,

But why is it that someone for whom sexuality *isn't* interesting is talking about something boring, not worth discussing?

Why is the way WWD are so profoundly desexualized less worth discussing than what Sports Illustrated does?

Why does my interest in sex and sexuality somehow make me less mature than you?

THAT is what I don't understand. Why treat sexuality as a childish, not-worth-it topic? If you don't want to discuss it -- don't.

But DO NOT treat me as if my concerns are somehow invalid because you don't share them.

Trinity said...

first sentence got eaten somehow , should be

"But why is it that someone for whom sexuality *isn't* interesting gets to decide that someone talking about sexuality is talking about something boring, not worth discussing?"

JBJ said...

I would LOVE to see a new post about the TED talks Aimee has given since this last post. I came here looking for somebody else that was really frustrated by apparently completely laudable path towards complete sexual objectification. We watched it in a class I'm taking and people were in tears because of its "beauty" and "courage"...blah blah blah. It itched at me for days until I finally admitted how truly bothered I was by it, especially given the spirit in which it was presented (look at this amazing woman! Maybe one day you can hope to be as amazing but probably not because you have legs!--and of course aren't skinny/blonde/sexually complicit) and the spirit in which is was received (think an orgy of collective sighs/tears). Anyway, just so you know, I DID click through to here because of the Mullins picture but to find exactly what I did: an intelligent and educated radical feminist discussion of the whole Mullins "ick" factor ("ick" meaning the sexual objectification, of course, not the disability itself, which as somebody mentioned, is not really that frickin' special).